A portfolio of free textures, 3d models, Jedi Knight levels, and other miscellaneous things.     Adam's Poem By: Tricia Bremmer 1/9/2004 It's been one month now, Since you've been away. Since you laid down to sleep, On that December day. As I stand before you, And look down at your grave, I feel your presence near me, It's like a soothing wave. I talk to you constantly As I go on with my life, But the pain is still there, Stabbing me like a knife. I never got to say good-bye, And I think that's why I'm sad, I regret ever losing touch, And the friendship that we had. And I wonder as I wander Out here underneath the sky Why'd you leave me Adam? Why'd you have to die? Is this God's way of telling me, Hold the people you love dear For if you let them slip away Your loss results in tears? And I wonder as I stand here, Why you instead of me? Why do I deserve to live? You deserve it more than me. Is it nice up there in heaven? For I know you made it there. Do you ever think about me? Do you know that I still care? Today I look up at the winter sky, And shed a single tear. I think of all the days gone by, I'll always hold you dear. I often think back To when life was our game. Without you in my life, I wouldn't be the same. There are days when I just want To just break down and howl. To give up completely, To throw in the towel. But I hold my head high And I push my way through. I look life in the face, And I do it for You.